Not being able to say my name is making me very depressed
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Not being able to say my name is making me very depressed I'm really tired of people treating me like shit because of my speech disability. Just today I was at a resteraunt and placed my order, they asked my name and I couldn't say it. He kept saying louder and louder "WHATS YOUR NAME" and embarrassed me in front of all my coworkers. People that do this to me don't know how much it hurts. I'm terrified of meeting new people because I can't say my name. Even at work I just sit at my desk with my headphones on because if anyone new tries to talk to me I'll embarrass myself super badly. I can't take this anymore guys. My doctor really doesn't take my issues seriously either because my stutter isn't that bad when not meeting new people. It took a lot of courage to talk to him and he's just dismissing me. I just don't understand why everyone is so mean to me due to something I can't control. They say that anxiety is due to irrational fear but this fear of mine is PERFECTLY RATIONAL. Everyone is literally so mean to me.