I guess I managed it well

I guess I managed it well I like being alone. I tried several times to be a social person but failed .Many people see me strange when I stutter so I just want peace I don't interact with people often. I met an old friend. He turned to be in my college also, so first I was afraid of meeting him but eventually I did and really held a great convo without stuttering much. The problem is I have to meet him everyday I go to college. Someone I know offered me to be with him in the project team I agreed but I'm afraid. I recommended that old friend of mine to be with us in the team I guess I got rejected I played it cool it is actually cool I don't know why I feel embarrassed Hope next human interactions go well