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Honestly, I'm still trying to figure things out. It's got to a point now where I've forced myself to not care about what others think of my stutter and as long as I'm confident when stuttering, nothing else matters. It's already difficult enough to gain respect from others. I still have the fear of being judged, mocked or laughed at by others, I don't think that'll ever disappear. My stutter has already hindered a lot of aspects of my life and I'm sick of it. I'm not where I want to be in life and the only way that's going to change is by being proactive and forcing yourself to do things instead of sitting in your bedroom all day on your computer like I've been doing. That's probably made my stutter even worse. However I do have a job interview for a junior developer role in a few days so I hope I don't mess that up. I graduated 2 years ago and had no luck whatsoever. I don't know if it's down to my stutter or skills. I've just been trying to have a positive outlook on life instead of always being fixated on my stutter and in general doing things that improve my daily life and give me confidence like exercising and reading books to improve my vocabulary. I still have a lot of things to improve on like my social skills which I feel like is my number one downfall at the moment.