I've forced my self to do jobs in the past I was scares to do & tried my hardest to stick them out for the pay & benefits, but I ended up getting very sick from all the stress...no job is worth making yourself ill over..give it a shot imo if your miserable everyday with no improvement maybe find something else. I hate telling ppl to be quitters but I left 1 or 2 great jobs because my speech never got better & I couldn't communicate properly. And my selfish ass boss & co workers started turning against me. Like I didn't have it bad enough already. If you don't wanna stay there think of a profession that would fit you better & if it can support you well take it. Financial security is important but imo nothing is worse than being miserable everyday & ruining your life. Life is meant to be enjoyed. Hope this all works out for you!