Yes, since I was, I think my mom said since I was 5. I'm 25 now. Still the same stuttering bloke as i was as a kid. It's weird, cuz as a kid, you try to dodge every single situation to speak, and then when your an adult, you can't dodge no more. You have to face it and I'm in that situation. Engineering job. Kinda brooding every single day, how will I attend the next day's meeting. I'm even considering switching to a field service job so it's more hands on work and less talk. I'm thinking of trying vitamin b1 and magnesium. Hopefully, it'll ease the words. Yeah, tired of living in fear. Especially when most ppl just go about their day saying whatever it is they want and that's what I crave.