This fear of judgment I feel for me is coming from within you know like me unable to see myself vulnerable enough to stutter. There’s this resistance within that does not let me show any form of vulnerability and that resistance is the biggest holdback. I find myself more expressive and flowing with my speech when I give myself that room to be vulnerable and to be comfortable with whatever the outcome may be so long as I got my own back if that makes sense. It’s you vs you at the end of the day.