Hey man i know how you feel, i was in the exact same situation. Im wondering how bad is your stutter? would you be willing to have a call with me ? Dont worry about being shy or anything like that think of it as a safe space to just come and we can try to dissect your stutter , even i stutter but i have managing to reduce it quite drastically in a matter of a week or so. Over coming this extraordinary problem will require extraordinary effort from your part, and step one could be not letting fear hold you back from contacting me. So please pm if interested in talking about it