I’ve been overthinking about my stuttering which was not much of an issue and not really noticeable to it weighing more on my mind . Which results in it getting worse . That’s the power of the mind . I worry about the fluidity of my voice not on the ability to communicate effectively . I have a masters degree in business but battle with myself because I’m not able to communicate fluently or articulately as is impacting my life , how I’m perceived by others how I perceive myself etc. I lived an extraordinary life so far within 24 years . I stutter and for many times in my life it fluctuate and it influences how I view myself gives energy to self limiting beliefs and doubts . I’m charismatic , confident and knowledgeable and I let the insecurity of me stuttering make the stuttering worse by overthinking it . Instead of continuously improving my speaking and becoming more confident as a man . I started becoming shy , being bothered by my inadequacies , past mistakes , dwelling about what I’ve said in the past , exhibiting symptoms of OCD, depression , anxiety etc . What we put in to our mind has a massive affect on how we view the world . The world is a reflection of our thoughts . I understand that conversation , communicating and the art of expression greatly enhances the quality of one’s live in all of its glory . Socially , academically , financially , friendship . The ability to influence others , have debates , getting your point across articulately helps you gain the sense of power, control , respect , freedom and feels like a superpower to be able to say what ever it is that you want being able to tap into your mind freely and access the extensive list of knowledge with advanced vocabulary, being a smooth talker will help you feel at ease and confident in all areas of life . People take it for granted but speaking is an art form and it is the key to freedom . I started hindering myself because of the opinions of others and seeing my habit of stuttering as a disadvantage in the world of sales , (telemarketing ). having all the information  stored in my head by stumbling over my words gave the false impression that I was unsure , indecisive , nervous to my prospects and was a low earner out of my team . 2  years graduated from grad school  in honors I haven’t been able to start a job that pertains to what I studied for . I’ve worked in retail , customer service , security just to make money , pay the fn bills and keep busy but I want to live a meaningful life and live on my terms , speak the way I want to speak and create a legacy for future generations that follows my last name . Let’s all strive to become the best versions of ourselves and that entails being the best orators that we can be. Commanding respect and power in our lives to live .  Putting my eggs into This same basket and focus on stuttering or being bothered buy don’t do me any favors . Researching about it and seeing comments and posts on other people about stuttering only makes me more self conscious about my own mild stutter so why do I keep doing it . It’s all in the mind I think it’s time for me to look for speech therapy and regular therapy too get my confident sexy self back