Yup same here It fucking blows.. It's all I can focus on now when i meet people. I wish normies realise how bad people with a stutter have it..like not being able to just meet someone spontaneously in person and leave a good impression and not looking like a weirdo. It's literally a disability that no one knows you have till they hear you try and talk. It's crazy because every person has a different reaction to it. most don't say anything and ignore it but some ass holes will poke at you and make fun of you for it, then you can never talk and feel confident around that person because then they make fun of you and the confidence goes down and just end up feeling terrible for a few days. dating is fucking impossible for me