I have anxiety and this world is ruled by money and it’s so fake…

I have anxiety and this world is ruled by money and it’s so fake… 24f Brooklyn NYC I had a stutter my whole life. Has got worst cause of anxiety issues. I think I know why it has got worst because of social anxiety and having anxiety over my future (career indecision). Stutter/anxiety is causing me to not be able to function as a regular adult esp when it comes to work struggling to find a job because of stutter Plus I had broke up with my ex a year ago who I’ve been with for 2-3 years and it still hurt til this day. Feel like sometimes I’ll never find love again Plus not I’m confused about which directions to take in life. I have a bachelors in speech pathology. But I don’t want to pursue that. I know my interest are which is modeling, actress, art , content creation,social media influencer , business women . But obviously some of these things are not realistic and might not be stable to live off of … So I’m thinking education wise how about I become a therapist and incorporate art in therapy (as this is a stable source income) But I hate this world so much as everything is ruled by money and finances. To Make a living everyone has to think of the money first in a career instead of happiness and full fillment. Like this world is fucking fake …