It’s hard. It’s like, really, really hard. I promise you it gets better though. My teens were some of the worst years of my life. For me it got easier after some speech therapy where we also worked on accepting our stutter. And once you learn not to care so much it doesn’t really matter. It still sucks at times, I’m not going to lie to you, but it just sucks much less now. Feel free to DM me if you want to talk.