I truly wonder how it would be to say what you want when you want

I truly wonder how it would be to say what you want when you want I bet many of you are familiar with this. There have been so so sooo many times I knew the answer to a question, had a mad punchline or simply just wanted to tell a funny story but my stutter have gotten in the way. Do any of you know, before you say it out loud, that on this word I’ll stutter? I know I do. Thats why it limits me so much.