Hey friend. This may sound mean but it is not my intention. ¿Why do you ask this here? I mean just do what you want. Make your own mind. Take your own desitions. If you don´t feel like it you already got the answer. If you want to give it a try and get out of your comfort zone then go for it. But your desition is yours alone. No one here can really know the answer that suit´s you the best. I´m saying this because I believe that the fact that you are having such a hard time making a simple desition makes me think that it can contribute to your stammering mindset. I hope that it don´t come out to strong or it did sound mean. For real it is not my intention. And maybe I´m wrong. Of course is the place to talk about this. You can talk about whatever you want. After all this is a stuttering forum. But my advice is this: take your own desitions and go with them without dillema our double intentions.