It is, for sure, probably because I gotta make a tough life choice! It feels very very defeating lately, but I do agree that we wouldn't know how we would feel indeed, even if we didn't stutter, that's such a great thought! Do you have any tips to be happier as of now? I feel like a cure would be there hopefully in the future, but we just gotta take it as it goes, but sometimes I don't feel like talking to anyone, other than my family, because I'm just mentally exhausted. What did you do to make yourself feel better?