After 30 years I don’t really care that much if it’s just a small laugh, it’s when they make a judgment that I must be under the influence of drugs. My friend and I walked into a bar one time, I struggled on the name of a beer, bartender tells me I’m cut off. I didn’t even realize what just happened lol Even interactions with the police have resulted in being asked if I’m on meth or I must be stuttering because I’m hiding something lmao