Keep in mind there is a perspective about the world that you have that is unique and valuable in its own way. Non-stutterers may not really be able to know how you feel, but there are likely certain skills and traits that you’ve picked up along the way in life to compensate for your difficulty speaking. You may be more empathetic, more detail oriented, more comfortable spending times alone, more reflective and wise. I’ll admit that I think stuttering is a curse on the individual afflicted with the disorder, but it can be a gift in other ways that you have yet to fully realize. It may take some time (maybe years) to accept life as a stutterer, I’m still going through the process myself at 24. It’s a struggle, but most other human beings are struggling with something behind the scenes, and the courage it takes for some of us stutterers to speak can actually be inspiring to those around us. The energy and empathy necessary to accept yourself will be useful when building relationships in your life. Friends that accept me and my stutter are like gold, and the people I work with love me because I work so hard at my job (part of my drive to compensate for my stutter). I know it’s easier said than done, but it is possible to accept that you stutter and live your life.