Man, this is simply projecting your own insecurities about yourself onto others. Generally, people don’t feel this amount of antipathy against other people and says more about how you view yourself than how other people view you. You really need some therapy to deal with these self destructive emotions before even attempting to deal with your stutter. These comments of yours are so out of the line, dude, you really need someone that can help you process this before you end up in a way worse place that you are currently headed. And no, people don’t need to see your self loathing, you do not represent the general person who stutter nor the general person without a stutter - no one should indulge in this kind of self hatred.