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Extroverted introvert who stutters Hello. I was little when it started, as i remember i saw a bad dream or something and i just started stuttering. Then around at the age of 8 even though i stuttered i played a role in a show, i did not stutter while being in a role, thats best memory of my life. I do not exactly remember it, it was 12 years ago, i was thinking that i did not stutter in that age but my mom said i did. School was the worst, i was bullied , and there were many laughs when i stuttered and blocked , sometimes even though i knew the lesson i said i did not . While i was bullied in school i cant say i did have a good social life, i was really going out, had many friends and so on. But you know i think because of stuttering I cant express who i am , I cant become who i want to. I am studying Pr and i want to work in Marketing but i am thinking, how? I love going out, i love meeting new people, i love public speaking but it kills me that i cant. I must say there was times when i thought i cant take it anymore but as much i hate stutter i love my life. I struggle , the journey and depression i have to go though when i know i have to make a presentation, speak up, its killing me. I dont know i am confused , i want a normal life, it is hard for me to love myself because i stutter. I even cant say what i want during presentation, i have find another words and replace the ones i stutter with. When someone asks my name and i stutter i think they get me as a stupid and then i dont even try to continue conversation because whats the point. I am scared