I remember a day someone threat me with a blade on my throat. Suddently i was like someone else, and didn't feel any fear, i was very calm. I looked him in the eyes, and said all i had to say, in the most accurate and fluent way in the world, without any agressivity. I didn't even try to stop him. We had a true conversation, he removed his blade after 2 minutes and calmed himself, and we kept talking the same way. I use to be a bit too kind with people, i don't want to bring tensions. But some words should be said, and this time i said these words very fluently, whithout any tension. Years before that i used to overcome my fear almost everyday from 6 to 14, to fight against entire classrooms who bullied me because of my stuttering. I acted like a bull : i closed my fists then exploded in a fraction of second, after being bullied too much. I learned very soon that when i m crazier than anyone, without anything to loose, i was able to fight against entire groups. So maybe i had 2 personalities : the kind child, and the fighter (the Walter White). Of course the first years it happened that they managed to grab each of my legs and my arms and then i was in the black under a pyramid of students. But then i found some tricks to avoid it. Then when i started martial arts, i never had to fight again (or maybe one time when i was drunk). I think i decided to fight with my mind. I decided to be able to laugh at myself. And people got tired of laughing at me, and i became an entirely non-violent person. Today i m happy to speak fluently, but i know Walter White is still there, deep inside me. I think we all have a Walter White sleeping (or not) inside us.