Really, Aura??? Anyway, most of the fun in life is dealing with the little problems it throws at you. I too got embarrassed over my stutter one too many times and really started putting effort in to decrease my anxiety. It wasn't for nothing. After 2 years of work I no longer fear my stutter, it isn't the limiting factor in my life anymore. I am 18M. I would love to help you personally, DM me if you are interested.