commentr/StutterJanuary 1, 2020

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so since were on this subject. when i was 16 i took 12 hits dipped twice white on white blotter. which is 24 hits. i was the dope man back then an i sold anything i could make money on. at the time i didnt believe acid was anything but paper. but hell these idiots wanted to buy it so aye whatever. well i sold two whole sheets and i had those 12 left. well my buddy was all like aye if you think its just paper go head and eat whats left. i say okay, if you pay for it. hahah. the asshole i was. i did ecstacy and little speed that night. well anways i put it on my tongue. took pic. laighed and went on my way. Me and my buddy had two of the most popular girls coming to scoop us from this party i just set in motion and i was headed to uncc next. anyways. im sitting there packing bong for this big group of ppl before i left and i sat back and felt these marble size droplets coming out of my virgin tight pores on my forehead. an i could HEAR them popping out. i look around to see if anyone notices and all these ppl i knew so well. or i thought i did.was complete strangers. i go to yell to someone id give em 5 bucks just bring me some cold water. ....i couldnt talk. loud as i screamed nothing came out. next thing i know im eye level with the ground in this forest and indians on horseback are galloping towards me from WAY off....i watched a row on my left side and right and VROOOMMM a endless line on both sides flying by me. then time was warped and i came to. well back to this deminsion. under this desk in thisbasement and everyone was whispering to each other looking over at me. i thought the cops was on the way. so i almost ate all the X i had left but a guy which was my best friend camne up and said no and took it from me. i forgot my name. my parents name. what town iwas in. he taught it all back to me in a 30 min time. That next day as i crawled over all the passed out ppl and party trash into the sunlight.... i was a brand new man. clean slate.

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Causes & VariabilitySpeech & Stuttering

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Trauma & PsychologicalOnset & Life-Stage Changes