People have no idea how hard it is. They’re don’t know that they little things that they do stick with us for days, weeks, months, or even years. Don’t let others stupidity keep you from living your life. There will always be someone trying to tear you down and the more you get up, the easier and happier you’ll be when they try to do it again. You got this man Finding someone else who stutters to help you vent and just talk through your struggles would be very be very beneficial. Having someone who truly understands what it’s like, is life changing I (like most on this sub) would be happy to talk if you’re up for it.