I quit my job as an EE engineer since it is so stressful to speak and deal with many people internal and external of my organization. Right now I am still searching for new job as an engineer (with less stressful environment i.e. more of hands-on instead of talking) and I have been rejected in many interviews since I speak so awful like a stupid person. I can't even express my job experience confidently. It has been one year now and my hope is falling down even though my passion in engineering and learning is still there. Like there is no second choice for people like me. Company nowadays always search for that one perfect person for the position and engineering job opportunity in my country is so scarce.