I'm having the same worries because of COVID. I recently graduated and am applying for grad roles but it's tough going. Whenever I do get to interviews, which is hard as it is, I get rejected, because I never speak as well as everyone else. My dad is also putting pressure on me to find a job and not just sit at home. It's honestly fustrating because it's kinda out of my control. I guess what I could say is stay strong, keep applying, think positive and whatever happens is for the best 😊