I’m sorry to hear that. Please don’t beat yourself up over it. My stuttering is hereditary, it’s something I’ve dealt with for 35 years and I’ve come to accept it as a part of me. While stuttering isn’t curable there’s ways to improve fluency like speech therapy, they also have different devices that can minimize your stuttering. There is hope, don’t give up! [https://speecheasy.com/devices/](https://speecheasy.com/devices/)