Hey OP, another 20M university student here. I’m so sorry this happened to you as no one deserves to feel attacked for something they can’t help. Eventually, after you take your time to let you emotions out because you will need to, this can be used as another stepping stone. It sucks and I know it does. I have a presentation in my lab in about 2 weeks that I’m worried about and I’ve had nightmare scenarios before. You can take strength from knowing that your path is harder than everyone else’s, and you’re stronger for even getting to this point. Keep going, and remember with each time you get better that you’re stronger for continuing. Don’t let this be your end.