Need to go to the doctor and I'm trying to avoid it, all because of the speech blocks
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Need to go to the doctor and I'm trying to avoid it, all because of the speech blocks I hate going to the doc or going places where I'd be asked for my name. I don't want to feel the anxiety that comes from it. This is what's been killing me since school days, I've been avoiding every situation where I'd have to say my name. At times I might surprise myself by telling my name without getting stuck but most of the times the anticipation just exhausts me. Now I really need to go see the doctor because of an unavoidable incident, I need an injection as well but I can't handle this like an adult. My confidence level is also at an all time low. I'd rather stay indoors than having to be accompanied by my parent. I wish I was a better adult. My partner is also telling me to go, they're not with me at the moment but nobody knows what I'm going through. I hate having to pretend to be normal. Everyone thinks everything is perfect with me. This speech blocks are ruining my life, all my life, to this date.