There will be always a lot of “IFs” and don’t think that the stuttering is the only reason to not achieve your dreams. I realized that a lot of people have a lot of blocks even if they’re not stuttering. Of course I am sometimes thinking about the “if” but you know what? You should not looking backwards and lame something or someone. It’s just about you and the future have not been written yet! Everything is in your hands and you can at least try it! It’s much better to actually fail than do nothing. And if you fail. You can try again or reestimate your goals.