Hey, i'm sorry to hear you're not ok. Is there anything we can do to help you perhaps? Plus you don't have to apologize if you want to talk about your problems and not about other positive things, it's your check-in and you decide what to talk about. I'm glad that everything is going ok with your gf (at least you have one 😅). But really don't feel forced to do anything, worry about your mental health first, or you'll live everyday like it was hell. Stay strong, have a great day! 👋