Checking out of socializing.

Checking out of socializing. Yep as of today I officially quit trying to socialize and find friends. I will never accept myself for who I am so I'm done torturing myself. I discovered that my hatred for stuttering is so deeply rooted that nothing in this world can make me not hate it. I'm only in highschool and it looks like I'ma have a depressing as fucking life. Everytime I talk to people I'm get this severe feeling of anxiety and I just hate the experience. Since I will never accept my stutter that means that this feeling of anxiety will never go away. So I'm done officially I don't care anymore. Yep I'm a victim and a sad piece of shit 😭