I just want to speak.

I just want to speak. Most of the times I stutter, I dismiss it and keep going because it is not worth my time to wallow in my sadness. But every now and again I will realize how idiotic I sound. How childish I sound. How I can't even do a simple thing as to communicate for NO FUCKING REASON. It defines me as who I am. I will be nothing more than someone who stutters and you feel bad for. I fucking hate it.