I feel you. I barely have a relationship with my dad because I can’t spit out a word to him. I’m currently staying at his house (I never used to) and I can see how frustrated he is at my stutter. He’s wanting me to go to a stutter course and he’ll pay all of it but I’m a bit annoyed at him for saying about it. I feel like I won’t see him much once I get out of his house. It’s exhausting talking to him to the point where I just don’t anymore. If I come home late then I won’t bother saying hi to him. I’ll wait until he’s left the house before I get out of bed. It’s horrible