I need something to work on

I need something to work on So I stutter. I don’t work. I’m on a disability pension. I tried working. But my stutter always got in the way. And I was so anxious I just gave up trying to work. I get so down… everyone is working and making money… I need something to do. Something to work on. Does anyone have any suggestions. I have very little money. I’m trying to find my purpose again. It’s very difficult.