i can relate to this. all i can say is fake it till you make it. my stutter used to make me way more timid, shy, and anxious. i am still anxious but am able to speak way more confidentially despite my stutter. i do find it hard meeting new people sometimes bc i wonder if they judge me for my stutter. and it’s horrible when some people look at you weird or mock you bc of it. those are the people who are naive and ignorant and you don’t need them around. best of luck to you on your journey 🙏🏼