I'm 31 and I'm way worse off than you are so I definitely feel ya lol You still just a kid so my best advice is try not to let it hold you back like It did me. People are alot more woke nowadays so you might have a easier time around people..I've had so many bad experiences in school, social situations, jobs ect. That I mostly hid myself from the world and said fuck it. That's no way to live tho and I know this. I work at a graveyard shit security job around a very few nice people but the stuttering prevented me or (I ultimately prevented myself) from taking anymore social jobs and making more money. And i live at home with my elderly parents. I know I have to get better but it's even harder at my age. I contemplated suicide many times but my parents rely on me somewhat and I still hold onto small amount of hope that I can maybe do something with my life/potential. Like others said, it's your life. If you can get mentally stronger and not care 100% then maybe you can be happy in life. Other people have conquered they're stuttering so for some it is possible. Don't loose hope bro! We all have to keep fighting because we have endured alot more hardship than the average person. We deserve to be happy in life. We have lived through this mini Hell on earth for too long.