Who is the “I” that can’t live like this? Self enquire into that. Use stuttering as a gateway into Understanding your true nature. Are you your thoughts? Are you your feelings? Are you your stuttering? What is the “I” that precedes these experiences? Spoiler alert 🚨 The “I” you can’t live with is your limited ego that wants to people please and make everyone happy, and just “fit in”. Well you’re not that I. You are not your thoughts. You are not your feelings. You are not your stuttering. Deep, deep down your natural being and awareness is peace and bliss, and you share your being with everyone. You can glimpse this during meditation. Now you’re 16, the ego will dismiss this and try to get you locked up in your thoughts and feelings about things. The ego loves to get lost in experience. But just use self enquiry and ask “who am I?” Am I my thoughts? Am I this feeling? Don’t answer just ask the questions and witness. How can you be thoughts and feelings that are always changing? Once you realise your true nature you will stop trying to people please, therefore a-lot of the forcing of “trying not to stutter” will fall away. If you need to talk I am here, shoot me a message.