Then work hard to overcome your stutter. Focus on the solution instead of focusing on the problem. Search for ways to overcome stuttering, do the stuttering exercises every day, learn new things to speak better, break habits that increase your stutter, develop discipline, improve yourself, meditate, workout, journal, etc. Stop seeing yourself as a victim, stop complaining, instead, see yourself as the hero of your own story, the hero that no matter how bad the situation he is in, he will just keep striving. Try until you have no more strength left, and then try harder. Try new things. Stuttering is a fucked up problem, It's a big suffering. But suffering forces us to improve. It makes us stronger. That's the beauty of suffering, the good side of stuttering.