Hey, let me know if you want to talk about and just reflect. I've been through enough moments like this and am grateful to come out with a positive mindset at the end of it all. I am not a therapist by any means, but if you want to have a safe discord call and just hear from someone that knows exactly what you are going through - DM me. I am happy to share my insights with you and how I have come to terms with it. (and no I am not trying to plug or sell a course lol). Just human-to-human advice and connection.