Been there, was very afraid to speak in school, was ashamed of myself, didn't have any friends, everyday was hatred towards anything and nothing but stress, i am 20yo now, and stutter reduced itself (i still have it, but I can talk to people regularly and not so afraid of it much) but I developed severe depression so now I don't care about anything and every day is still the pain, so, your stutter will reduce with time, your main goal should be to not get depressed during these hard times, tho I understand the stutter is mandatory right now, but trust me, depression is worse