Yeah I know. But the problem is it's engraved into my subconscious to care a certain amount as a defense mechanism due to stuttering causing traumatic violent & embarrassing situations in my youth...so I do my best but I can't be letting myself get disrespected like a kid at my age. But your right some people have the ability to not give a fuck all the time. And it happens to me to sometimes. But it's really hard to maintain.