well I abbreviated highschool because I don't live in america, so there aren't any toastermaster meeting or NSA group and I highly doubt a therapist or speech therapist would help either( I don't want to spend money on something that isn't guaranteed), I already talk to people online, some local and some american, fun fact, when I speak with an accent I stutter less :O. I think of stuttering as something only I can "fix", these solutions you gave me might give me a few tips or whatnot but it all comes down to me. I may sound as though stuttering has made me silent but it just sometimes restrict me from saying something I want to, which makes me avoid talking to strangers :P