I am broken..

I am broken.. This past week was hard for me mentally all these thoughts about how I just want to speak without fear or holding back, I am worried about my future, I will go to university soon and the thought of it shakes me to my core, I just want to be happy and worry about simple stuff and not worry about my speech, I feel lost, no matter what I do it's still with me this damn stutter, I am the only in my whole family that stutters, which isolates me even more Is it possible to get rid of stuttering completely with treatments present today or new treatments in the future?