I get that, I really do. But at this point, stuttering is a part of me. I don't want it to go away. It's a challenge and an obstacle that I get to overcome. We all have them, and stuttering is ours. If it "goes" away I want it to be because I worked enough to overcome it, or I just eventually get good enough at managing it to where it is not a problem. I know this sounds weird but sometimes u have to change ur mindset. It could always be worse, U could have cancer, or be starving, or a million other terrible things. But stuttering is relatively mild compared to those, so I'm just thankful it isn't any worse. Just don't give up my guy, the night is darkest before dawn, and things will get better, I promise :) If u want some tips I use let me know