Haha there’s that morbid internal voice I know so well. Lol. It’s true tbh. Oh well. It’s that or die. May as well live with it. And enjoy what you can. It’s a hardware malfunction. Bad hardware. Faulty prefrontal cortex relating to langauge production. Soz… I have it too… Could have been born with a squashed face that looks like it’s been hit by a frying pan 😂 not sure what would be worse.