I feel your pain my friend. I'm not a motivational speaker, but i just want to tell you that you are not alone. I use to stutter when i speak in english, i speak fluently in my native language, but for almost 1year now, even my native language has become a burden. I'm 38, sometimes my daughter would have to pay more attention to understand what i'm saying. I'm a project manager, but not really progressing because i don't speak out during meetings, seminars and all. I was so happy when i found this platform and it's been helping alot. Please don't give up, be yourself, let everyone around you know your true self and you'll start feeling the difference. Much love!