Hey! Your english is super fine! I overthink too so I think I can share you something that I think often. it is,just go with the flow, life is like a river, in someplaces people play by throwing stones on river, in some places people worship the same river, the river doesnt care about anything, it flows and flows because its only aim is to reach the ocean. DOnt overthink, people do not think about us that often as much as we think that they do