I have a few disabilitys and I hate my life for it but blame most on the stutter

I have a few disabilitys and I hate my life for it but blame most on the stutter Stuttering is one of my disabilities along with epilepsy, severe anxiety, majer depresion and for some reson I cant spell for shit. Befor I get trolled here to predictive text helps me nothing cos it has words memorized in english and afrikaans sins its my first langaege. It makes me furius to see what my life is and all the things that hold me back in life. Pepol can make fun about everything I have but my stutter is a sensitive buton to push.