Hey mate are you alright? I think it's time you received a speech therapy or if it doesn't bother you, take a look at my last posts about stuttering! I hope they can help you a lot! Life is indeed unfair and nothing more than survival of the fittest but to place yourself onto the top of world you gotta admit it and positively deal with troubles irl and complaints are just complaints, cuz they will not do any good to your life at all! I hope you are not willing to kill urself cuz of your stuttering.