Hi , Im 34 and sometimes i also feel like Im getting to old, But from my humble experience, you just gotta keep on,i use to be afraid to even go to the shops, talk to someone in the elevator etc Recently i just changed my approach and said to myself, Fuck this, Im kind and humble and highly fucking intelligent, i will start to present myself to others, even if i get stuck often, and it has helped me a lot, Its very lonely as a stutterer but i have found as you get older, the social appearances and pretentious shit just doesn\`t matter much anymore. Hold on and keep fighting, one thing about us stutterers is we are freaking persistent, more than anybody or anything you can imagine, I still get depressed now and again, but we also deserve to happy and in time you will be my friend :) Kind Regards Steven