Thanks for the suggestions but things have become impossible lately. I'm always feeling anxious and I don't think I can even be an adult and live a normal life. I'm no longer able to do the things that I've done in the past. I can mingle with people, not a problem (although the anticipation of saying my name gets me super anxious all the time), the real problem lies in my inability to travel around or be independent without someone accompanying me. I can't even share this with anyone else but only here.